Artwork #42

Heather Bonham

Reneé Lopez (Arthrogryposis Multiplex Congenita)

Photography, 2018

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I was born with Arthrogryposis Multiplex Congenita, a deforming condition where joints become fixed and movement restricted. By the age of 15, I had undergone 32 corrective orthopedic surgeries.


I was in an elementary segregated Special Education class. I felt I was something to be ashamed of. My mother was my first advocate, and I was mainstreamed. In high school, I was acutely aware of cheerleaders and proms, and often experienced periods of self-loathing. The University of Texas was extremely difficult, but I earned my Masters Degree in Education.


Living with a disability meant dealing with social services and demeaning caseworkers. Those experiences continued as I entered the workforce. When I was hired by the Texas Rehabilitation Commission as a Disability Examiner, I took off like a rocket, having been on the receiving end.


Currently, I spend my time on my spirituality and healing old wounds. I have found self-confidence and my voice, speaking as an advocate for people with disabilities. I am now living my life's purpose, finding my true self, the strong, wise, independent woman with a clear voice and a clear head ready to move mountains.

 

I chose Frida Kahlo for this project. When I first saw her art, I felt I knew her. Her depictions of physical pain were like nothing I had ever seen. But it was the strength in her face that appealed to me most. “How could I be strong like her?” I used to think. Thus, began my journey to find it.